I'll never write a song, or even sing along.

:(

I have an exam at 830 later and I've really been slacking way too much. Now I wish I had more time when the past few days, all I've been doing is play games, eat, sleep and go online. Sigh. Why do I never learn!

Anyway, I am alone now, meaning Soph and Janice have left :( I'm leaving tomorrow night also, and will be away for about 2 weeks. Sucks though cos I STILL do not have accommodation for the coming semesters. I've been getting incessantly stressed out about that...

God- I don't want to study anymore. I have so many things I need to memorize. Insane.
I chatted with my brother earlier on and he said I have no friends in Brunei because I am very lan si. I am not lan si ok, I just don't bother making friends or being nice to people who assume they already know me. I don't go down that road.
I don't need people like that in my life. If you don't like me and you are always sneaking snide insults about me then don't add me on Facebook. Don't acknowledge me when you see me. Don't bother having anything to do with me because I sure as hell don't want to be associated with people like that.
I would rather have one friend, than ten 'friends' who stab me bloody the moment I turn around.

ANYWAY.
The boyfriend and I had a lovely dinner on Sunday to mark out 8th monthsarry. It may mean nothing to many people who have been in relationships for years and all that remaining stuff that I do not care about, but its little things like these that mean the world to us.
We went to Mr. Ho's Fine Foods :D

hate. flash.

I like the place! It has such a cozy atmosphere. Anyway, as expected, each of us had chunks of meat. I had some pork thingy while he had the mixed grill. We couldn't finish our food. You may say its pricy there, but the food you get is definitely worth it. The chunks of meat are massive!

While we were having dinner, Jan and Soph had dinner at Yih Hah Hai with Sy. We went over after our dinner.

Hahhaa. Sexy, Jan :p

Soph

Sy

The waiter there accidentally mistook one of their orders as the Udang Gala. It turned out to be an asskilling rm108 for that dish alone. Haha. They said at least it was good.

my fringe is still damn awkward.

I love you :) I want to spend forever with you.

I went to town with the bf today. I bought (ok more like the bf did as a Valentine's & 8 months 'COMBINED' gift lol :p) a pair of jeans at a place I never thought I would get it from because I've never been inside the shop as I always thought it was so ah lian. Haha, but when I went in deeper, I saw nice jeans! Hehe. Anyway, my size went up :( Sigh. So horrible. What more with CNY coming up. Its going to be food eat food eat food eat only.

Have been playing Wii a lot! Played the Mario Brawl and Wii Sports. I like the Tennis one the most. Hehe, but you know, my arms actually get strained after I play it. As if I am playing a real sport! I think that is the most exercise I have gotten so far :( Also been playing COD, but mostly just get killed only. COD is like an upgraded Counter Strike. I am getting better at it but still suck donkey balls. Cannot be as pro as Michelle ba kan :p

I am feeling very blah now with all the studying and me leaving the bf for two weeks. I don't like being away from him, and this will be the first Valentine's day I am not single and I won't be able to spend it with him. Life assfucks you like that sometimes. Sigh. I know Valentine's day is just a day for Hallmark to make big bucks but just for once, you know? Just for once I would like give in to conformity. For once I want to quit being so cynical. For once I want to be truly happy.

I have always been a cynic, always negative about everything. Everything I do, I will have a mental scan of every possible worst case scenario. That is why I am such a wimp, weak and afraid of everything. I always off the electricity switch before I take out/ put in any plugs. I always hold the knife as far and as clear away from my hand when I cut the onions, etc. I never go near fire crackers. Stuff like that. I guess the way I am now is from the way I was raised. You don't have to judge me for this, but its true. I don't talk about home because that's not a place I like to talk about.
I think the bravest thing I actually do is play futsal.

I am just so happy now that I have Steve in my life la. :) everyday I find myself feeling so blessed. I used to regret a lot of things, a lot of things I wish I could undo, redo, erase, repeat. But ever since I met him, those things just.. decreased and I rarely find myself feeling like that anymore. With him, I know I will always feel safe no matter where I am, and what I do. I know that he'll be there for me, I know that he knows me as well as the back of his hand. I know that he will be the one backing me up even if I do the most ridiculous things ever. I have always wondered what my ideal boyfriend would be like, and I am just glad that I have finally found out because he has shown me. :)

This is the longest post in Accyee history! No shit! I guess I am just letting loose a little cos I am so stressed.
FML I DON'T WANT TO STUDY OH GOD PLS LET ME PASS THIS UNIT.

Bye! x

FUN!

Helloooo.
Ok I have been really packed with stuff to do for the past week. Last Wednesday, the boyfriend and I went to Brunei for a short day trip. I got to meet my brother, who just got back, Joss and after that, we brought Janice and Sophia back along with us. I really wanna thank the boyfriend for driving to and back from Brunei that day even though he was so tired.

That night, we had a red wine sesh! :) There was remaining wine from the last time with Marianne and Moses, so we put it to good use. Hehe. it was really nice catching up with them :) Soph got drunk though HAHA

We didn't take any pictures for the first day. On the first day, we went to the salon and each had our hair done. Janice had her hair straightened while Sophia and I had trims. I only trimmed my fringe and it looks really weird now :( Anyway, we waited for Janice for like 4 hours -__-

And I have just finished editing pictures from day 2. We went for 'lunch' at Nine 2 Five yesterday.

Janice, Soph and I :)

with the love

Janice had the Mongolian Chicken Rice. I've had that the two times I've been there, and its good.

Sophia had the Marmite Chicken rice, which was really good!

I had the Lemon Chicken Rice.

It was pretty yummy :)

Steve had the Pattaya Fried Rice.

After we were done eating, only did Sheah Yih turned up..

Whatcha lookin at?

After that we went to the beach! The original plan was Esplanade, but we were running late so we went to Lutong Beach instead.

Beautiful view!

♥

Frisbee!

I hate him because he is naturally good at sports. Boo hoo.

I played with it for a while after that, but the wind was way too strong.

jump shots

hahaha this is epic :)

we were actually sinking into the sand.

love :)

Janice. JJ for Janice and Jonathan. Awwwwwwwwww

For dinner, we dolled up and got ready to go to Sajian Warisan, where we were going to meet Ben and his gf.

chicken satay

:)

with Soph

These two raped my camera..

Us in front of the main entrance! The food wasn't really that good, sad to say. It was good the last time I went there, which was for Dinesh's farewell. Boohooo. It was so not worth the price.

Went to Al Fresco after that for a drink.

This is my Blue Frozen Margarita

Ben was there too but you can't see him here. He left earlier though, apparently he had stuff to do.

Soph had the Rusty Nail while Jan had the Martini. Their drinks were both so gross. Haha even they didn't want to drink them, but they eventually did.

Both so red! haha, this was taken at A1.

Then we had lunch in today, and after that I had a dinner at Dynasty with my classmates: Li Nan, Lian Poh and Kim. haha, I realize I've never really typed their names out. I usually just refer to them as China and Korea. Hahaha. Dinner was alright but I was pretty full cos we had a late lunch and the dinner was so early! There was so much MEAT. I ate til I thought I was going to burst and they said I probably only ate rm5 out of the rm50 buffet -___- which I think is NONSENSE... rm1o la maybe. The others went to watch Toothfairy while I was at dinner. Hehhee. And then we have been home ever since!

I have to start studying on Monday. :(
I tried playing COD on Steve's computer and I got killed like a bitch the whole time :(

I downloaded Oovoo and its really cool! Used it to webcam with Wendy and Sab from UK last night, and you can conference webcam! Like, have all 3 webcams in one chat. :) it was nice to see them again.. Feels kinda strange that they are now sooo far away :(

Can you believe we are allll on our laptops? Soph is doing some Pet society thing while Janice is chatting with her boyfriend. MY boyfriend is in the other room playing COD. He just got his computer fixed yesterday. And yes, here I am blogging.

Oh, watched Precious the other day. The movie is so depressing :(

Byeee! xx

4Ever

Hello :)

I was just watching Paris Hilton's New BFF show thing... It is soo fake and simply ridiculous. I swear Paris Hilton cannot act. Even when she tries to act like she is not acting, she fails miserably. But I watch it anyway because I like looking at things that amuse me.

Blah. Had my last class of summer course earlier on. Rejoice! Now I have THE exam to worry about, sigh. Its on the tenth at eight bloody thirty AM.

Ok blah. I'm just going to move on to pictures..

random day when we stayed in and cooked dinner

my life :)

with the mirror in the bf's room. this mirror is cursed :( it makes me look even fatter and shorter :(

Last night, a bunch of us had dinner at Citrus!

♥

I like the decorations inside the restaurant.. They always follow festive seasons :)

the fondue off the menu. I want to try it! I've been wanting to for the longest time.

.........Bel

this is her dish, and its called Bangers & Mash...... Those are potatoes by the side, and beef bacon inside. It was pretty good, but the sauce made it really spicy!

mine! This is the beef jumbo burger. Dear and I were really craving burgers because we were watching the episode of How I Met Your Mother where they were looking for the best burger in New York.. Haha.

The bf's chicken jumbo burger. It was a lot better than mine :(

Who were also there: Tompoq and Gala

and the very *serious* Chris.

and of course the bf

Dinner was pretty good. Good conversation, good company :) It was nice to be able to get everybody together again. Can you believe there was once upon a time where we saw each other almost everyday?
After that we went next door to have shisha.. The place is called Warung Puteri, fyi. I didn't really have any because I was feeling nauseous, and the last time I had shisha when I was feeling nauseous, I puked my guts out.. Not pretty at all.

I want to watch the Grammys! I just didn't have the chance to catch any of the air times on Star World. I am a major fan of award shows.. Watched the Golden Globes that day. Was kinda boring but hey, Glee won best Comedy/ Musical series!

Oh oh, I went to Texas for the first time today. That is the pork+beer place in Tudan. I've always heard about how great it is but I never went there.. Always thought it was dodgy... Finally went today.. Still think its dodgy.. Hahaha. I don't like dodgy places that are not clean. The pork was sinfully good, but yea thats about it.

Ok I am running out of things to talk about nowww.. Eee I don't blog so much here nowadays because my bf will look so neglected when I'm at the laptop typing awayyyy!!
Ok bye bye x

Time Stands Still

:)

Hi. I haven't had much to blog about and I've been terribly busy! I've been packing up a bit and more importantly, been rushing my group assignment. Its complete now, but we just have WAY too many words. Sigh the word limit is retarded. I've cut down so many words.. And it is STILL over the limit. T___T

I am pretty content today because I got myself a few books and two tops. We were at Boulevard when we saw this book fair at the top floor. Then we saw this (very small) English books section where you get one free if you buy two for only rm15. So naturally that was what I did. The black one with the red broken figure is the boyfriend's. Its great because I don't need to MAKE him read, he's doing so voluntarily! I am not one to spend a lot on books.. I love reading them, but am just not too keen to spend a bomb on them. I envy people with parents who pay for all the books because they want their children to read more. I think mine don't because they know I like reading. Sigh, life never works the way you want it to eh?
Then I got two tops for CNY because I have been wearing my new clothes.. CNY just isn't the same without something nice and new to wear!
I am excited about Chinese New Year :D

Watched the latest 2 episodes of American Idol. I am interested in the show again because 1. Paula Abdul is gone. I think its a bit heartless of them to kick her off after 8 seasons of loyal (useless) judging, but I never liked her because I always felt like she was just a tool. Plus, Kara is becoming more like her now, complementing almost everybody. 2. Ellen Degenres is on the show! She's real funny and hip :) but I am however sad to see that the show is now based a lot more on 'contemporary pop artists'' opinions. I don't mind Katy Perry because she's fantabulous but Avril Lavigne and Joe Jonas? Really?
Well, either way I still love Simon. If he really does leave next season, who's with me on American Idol will flop?
Wait, on second thought, they might still go on. There's just this twisted mindset on (almost) every American's mind to become famous......

The boyfriend and I are going to Brunei for a day trip this Tuesday! Yeeeayyy. Haha. And after that, I'm gonna have to start studying my ass off for my exam on the 10th. And then I'm off to Kuching on the 11th.. But I'm more looking forward to KK on the 17th :)

Not much else has been happening.. I'm craving for stingray! You know the type served with the sambal on the leaf.. Yummyyyyyy...

p/s does anybody know when the next episode of 90210 is coming out?!

I'm your Venus!

Taken off Boh.com.my! Haha :p Simply because I've been to the website a gazillion times to find info about the brand.. Management 100 group assignment..
Its due next week so I'm kinda worried! One of my group mates still hasn't given me his part yet :(

Lian Poh gave Michelle these ciggies from China! Apparently they're more hardcore than Dunhill! Haha. I really wouldn't know.

If you follow me on my Twitter, you would know that some people tried to break into my house last weekend! Pffft, and Steve and I were in the house! We did, however, have the lights off because we were watching the Blind Side. Anyway, everyone else was out. We have an alarm system but I didn't on it 'cos I thought the rest would be back from dinner soon. Halfway through the movie, we heard the door beep twice. If you don't on the alarm and when the front or/and back door is disturbed, it will beep. We didn't give much thought to it 'cos we were concentrating on the movie.. I remember I did question Steve because normally my housemates make quite a bit of noise when they reach. Then Ritcheal (my housemate) called me and said she got several calls from people saying that they saw a bunch of men climbing over the fence and into the house grounds! That was when we got really scared.. Went downstairs with a wooden log (Steve) and broom (me) in hand, with the bf leading the way of course. I am a wimp. Anyway, turns out it was all clear, but it really freaked us out nevertheless. Apparently they were trying to steal the water heater.. I think they knew people were in because Steve's car was parked there! Yish. The robbers are getting so brave, and they target the students who live here. Its really bad. But everything is ok now, thank you to those who were concerned :)

Anyway, I love my boyfriend :) He is the sweetest. I can't even count the times I was mean and curt to him. And he's always been so sweet. God bless the boy ♥

I learnt stuff about Korea today! Haha its so interesting. I like to bug Kim to tell me about Korea :p He was telling me about North Korea and how its a communist country and all that jazz. I feel so dense 'cos I had no idea about it. I would go like, "why?" and he would look at me with so much shock and say, "what do you mean 'WHY'?!" LOL. Did you know North Koreans and anyone for that matter cannot leave North Korea (without going through extreme stages through the govt)??

Aarrrgghhh exam in two weeks! There is so much stuff to memorize and there is just so much my brain can take :( I don't have high hopes for my external marks so I'm just hoping to score for my internals!

I am so bored! I gotta start packing soon 'cos I'm moving out in a few days..
OK be good!

Cheers xx

Flashback

Helloooo.

My back aches :(
The boyfriend and I went jogging at Lutong Beach just now! It was my first time there, cos I'm not a beach fan. We didn't do that much though.
So, the other night, Moses, Marianna, the bf and I had a little wine and beer (for the boys) session. Reminds me of How I Met Your Mother when Lily and Marshall wanted to be mature and all and had wine tasting with other couples :p

while waiting for Marianneee

We're not wine specialists, so we were quite lost inside the Wine Shop. Ended up with this one though.

Moses

He played a few songs that all of us sang along to, like Creep by Radiohead!

The bf, Marianne and I

Moses and I

Cards!

Awwwww :)

Lol @Marianne

Yup, yup. It wasn't that good of a night, really, but that is a whole different story.
I am so broke now :(
Sayang and I were supposed to go for dinner at Mr. Ho's but I got lazy to dress up and all, so maybe next week. Gotta start working on my group assignment tomorrow. :( I am in the same group as a Korean, Chinese from China, and a Malaysian Bumi. Major culture shock going on. I would randomly make the Korean (Kim) say something in Korean and then be awed -_- haha.
I really hope we pull through cos its really a Slackers Unite kinda thing.

So anyway I went back to the salon where I had my hair done cos Steve wanted to get a haircut. The moment I walked in, the hairstylist went, Waaaa why is your hair so straight ah? and gave me instant restyling on the spot. Hahaha. So yeah, I kinda know how to better style it now. I think. :-S

Oh yes, we watched Legion last night.

ok we only watched it because the poster looked cool.
sigh, posters can be so deceiving. I thought the movie was ridiculous and the plot was crap.
Saw Dev, etc and David Voon etc. It was quite packed inside the theater, we figured the movie just started screening that day.

ok. I am going to get going now!

Just found out I will be seeing my brother on CNY :)

ok I am going to leave you with this:

LOL. Priceless.

Cheers xx

Paint the town Blue

ok it sucks being broke. :(

Anyway, Moses, Marianne, the boyfriend and I went over to the bf's house yesterday to (watch the guys) play Wii.
We ended up painting his room after wards. Hahaha. Well, not really me, per say, as I was outside busy helping Robert set up the new tv (yes they bought a new flat screen o_O) but I did have a little wall to myself in the end! I am very anal like that that I have to do things properly and completely.. Sooooo I took a long time with my small portion of wall.

Anyway, pictures from the bf's phone:

this was after Robert and I were done with setting up the tv outside..
Marianne and Moses behind discussing some serious paint issues.

Marianne, Steve and Moses

Me and my portion of Wall :D

with the Great Wall of Abby :p

Moses. Hahaha. Singlet boy. I made Steve give it to him. Singles on guys= so not hot.

See, my Wall is so pretty.

We didn't get it done because Moses kept saying he was hungry after that. And then we left it halfway done.. but the boys got it done just now while Marianne and I were in class. I have yet to see it but I love blue :) Blue is very relaxing!

I have my group assignment to worry about now! Sigh :(

I saw these really cute shoes at SOS just now. And I need new eyeliner and concealer. Damn I am so broke, guess I'll need to wait til Chinese New Year to stock up stuff.
I keep wearing my new clothes before its even CNY! -__-

Talked to Sam last night! Still as paloi as ever. Haha. :)
Oh, did you guys wear Red today?
Marianne, Michelle, the bf, and Moses (a bit laaaa) did. Nina did too, but unintentionally -_-

Toodles xx